Angels of darkness and Demons of light

I want to say that what the title of Earths new album is my belief also. Ever since I was young I surched
for the spirtual truth through hullutionalgents. I persude this into the gates of insanity and I spent 20 years
in and out of mental institutions. In there they gave me much worse drugs than I had ever found on the
streets. These drugs made me see and hear things that in reality were never there. I learned that if you
always agreed with staff and kissed thier asses we could always find love and compassion from others
they would put thier arms around you and tell you they were proud of you and what a great job you were
doing. If you tried to stand up for your basic human rights or those of others you were shot up with drugs
and thrown into a small room for a couple of days. This was all done for our own good of course. This
was done so you can learn you are a sick person and a problem to all society so we alway remain obiediant to whatever society tell us to do. I found the truth through my experiances though and it's true
what they say about the saints being in hell.Because the people who know the truth are the ones society really fears. these are the ones we pass judgements agianst and give them drugs so they always sound
insane to others. This is done for the good of all society because heaven forbid we ever learn the truth
to live in love and acceptance instead or judgement and hate. Hell this would be a disaster for man
because if we see the truth how would we attian all our money. During these times of confusion I also
saught help for my drug and alcohol addictions. I found these people to be very nice at first. They told
me that I must change everything about what makes me who I am today. I found in reality these people
were sicker than all the ones they called mentally ill. They were so sick that they always had to have
someone elese to tell them the diffrence between right and wrong and let that person dictate thier life.
I found that when these people got some clean time that they felt the need to find others who are cast
out by socieity and become beaten down through thier addiction. One they find a newcomer they will
force this book apon them that is made to make you believe there is something wrong with you and that
every bad thing that happens to you in your life is your fault because you are a sick person and must
accept that for the rest of your life. The way this is acomplished is to read the steps and always cry about whats wrong with you no matter how much sobriety you may have. If you do this and always praised the program you would be accepted as one of them, but if you had any pride in yourself at all
you were smashed down by thier game of smashing the ego so you may learn humilaty. They do this all through humilation. Whenever you dont follow thier suggestions and bow down to there conformity
you are treated like a piece of shit the must remove from thier shoe. They seemed to have learned some
tricks from the armish. If you didn't conform to all thier ways of thought they would ignore you like
you never existed there sending you out on another drunk so you can learn to conform. The armish
call this pernishment sunning and they realize what the are doing. The people in the 12 step programs
get so sick they dont even realize they are doing it. I found the reason why this world lives in all this
depressstar ion and hate today through thier spirtual sickness. This all came about over 2 thousand years ago through the ones we now know as star people or the divine. They were jelious of humanity
because we were given the choise to be free and whom ever we want to be in life. So one of them named Gabrial came to the earth in search of the meekest most obiediant virgin he could find. This was
a woman named Mary. She was told that she should be proud and that she was chosen to carry the child
of God. So Gabriel artifishally insimunated her with somethin that was not of this earth. This child was
born to rape all humanity of respect for themselves. This child was named Jesus or Emanuel. At age 13
he spoke to the religious leaders of the time. This is when his philosophy of all humanity as being incapable of God's love because we were all sinners. All through his life he preached his rightiousness over humanity that we were all unworthy of God's love unless we believe in him and are always obiediant to his every word. We all got sick of all his self-rightiosness and pride so he was crucified for
all his sins. This was the slickest thing in sin this world had ever known. So we he died we all wondered just what we had done and that was when his lie would be believed apon the cross for the whole world to see. We must remember he was not of this world and was never really alive as we all know life to be in this world. After his so called death he returned to this earth 3 days later. This is still
known as the biggest mirical known to man today. He said pride was a sin and he was the most prideful
self-rightious thing that ever walked the face of this earth. This brought fear of his judgements to all of
mankind. He told us all once agian that if we didn't believe in him and his words that we would be cast
into a place he called hell and our souls would burn in hell for all eternity. Fear ran deep through all
humanity and the whole world was cast into this evil of love through judgement. He told us her died for all man's sins so we my live life more abundantly. If we believed in him and his words. I will never
understand just how he made us believe all this insanaty because in reality his judgements of sin were so rigid that Jesus couldn't attian them himself. This is why the world is the way it is today like it or not. That's also the reason people today always know what's best for others. They feel they are doing a
good thing by seeing all the faults in others and try to change them into exactally who they want them to be through all thier love and compassion. When this happens the ones who we are tring to change will always believe there is something wrong with them and this spirtual sickness form in thier life and
they really start to believe they are unworthy of love at all, but Jesus said he would always love us as lond as we tried to be obiediant to his words and beg for forgiveness. No man on earth can fully attain to his words therfore we are all sinners and must be forgiven by him for our sins. This is what brings all
the evil we see in this world today believe it are not. It's just human nature to feel we are rightious over
others and this is what evil feeds on. Just look back through history and realize all the conflicts and wars were because one group of people thought they were right and another disagreed and though they
were right in thier actions. Wether it be money, land or beliefs we end up getting all rapped up in this
shit. Therefore becoming willing to kill for thier beliefs. When anybody is told they are wrong they will
always get angry because it's just human nature to retaliate to what we believe is right. We have become so stupid we cant even see the truth that is right in front of our eyes. The altimate truth is that
the differance between right and wrong are all judged through human pereceptions. When we can see
reality we can see just how petty all our judgements and anger truly are. We should realize it was all God's in the first place so why should we fight this is not how he meant for us to be. In reality we all live in fear of something in this world and feel rightious in telling others right from wrong. We call this love and caring we in reality it is the reason for all the evil today. Whenever we tell others they are wrong and we are right we put this circle of anger and fear back in motion agian. I will never understand with all the knowlage we have in this world today that we all believe in a God of fear, judgementt, self-rightiousness and obiediance when we all know the truth inside of this enherant evil.
I found the truth about our one and only true God. He doesn't want anybody to live in fear of his judgements and those of others. Quite the contrary that's the other guy the true God sees us all as all as
equal in his eye's and nobody is to be seen as better or worse than anybody elese. He made us all with our own virws of reality so we may all bewlieve whatever we want so we can truly be who he wants us to be in life. When we try to change or control others for our own good is really an insult to God because we should all learn to trust in his perfection and accept and love others for who they truly are.
He doesn't make junk so why the hell should anybody see themselves as rightious over another this will
always end up in hate or mindless unconditional love and is truly what God frowns apon. So if we can
find the truth within our hearts we will learn that our unworthyness was just a lie and we were all born
with his love inside of us all the time. This is what makes us all stronger than the Christ and divine. Dont be fooled no matter what religion we care to worship from Christian to Satanist we all play the
fool to his evil. Believe me when I say I've been on one to the other side of this conflict and no matter
what we care to call him jesus,youshua,satan or mohommad or whatever our religion refers to him as it
is all from the same sorce of this inherant evil. We all like to believe we are right and when we play this game called religion we will always end up with hate and judgements of others. I found a way we can all combat this evil know as religion today. All we have to do is swollow our foolish pride and tell
the truth that we all know of all the evil this so called Christ brought apon this earth and we all still feel
sorry for him and we still love and accept him for what he truly is. This leaves all the self-rightious running like cats with thier tails on fire. If we can see through all the lies we can then share this world
with no more suffering or fear, because without judgement thie will be nothing left to fear or be angry
about. When all those who have religion in thier lives are all done killing each other we can see an end
come to the bad element of this society. I pray for the day of the apocalypes because at this point we of the Christ and the will see and end to time as we all know it today. We will no longer judge time through B.C. and A.D.
because for the first time in history we will no longer be under control of the Christ and the divine and
we will finally find the true meaning of the words freedom and liberty. The apocolypes is not to be feared because in reality all this word means is the unvieling or reaviling of the truth. We will all see
that we had the love of God within us all along and the man behind the curtin was just a cowardly
fake all along just like the wizard of OZ. So if we can see reality we will find what Earth's new album
is titled is true. Christ and the divine control all the angels that we see as good by trieng to change everyone through thie love compassion and lies so we all cant see the truth of reality. So in actuallity
wouldn't they truly be the angels of darkness, and those we call the fallen or demons that tell us the hard cold truth right in your face so someone may listen.This by the way is why we judge them as evil
because they have us all so conformed that whenever we hear the truth coming from someone this society conciders a fool they will always smash them down as sick or evil. So wouldn't what we concider demons really be the true bringgers of the light? One who knows the truth in thier heart is truly stronger than all the angels put together.Becaus in reality they are all coward that must form a pact to get anthing acomplished. You will find a saying always coming from these dark ones that is that
with all of us saying one thing and you sating another who do you think is right? Well by this time in my life I feel I have proved my point because I now have 19 years clean and sober and no body dares to
put me down agian because they know I will never accept it and always tell the truth in my own heart
so if they try this today the all end up playing the fool to me. Hay turnabout is fair play isnt it? There will come a day that we all must decide for ourselves to be led like mindless sheep to the slaughter or
to lead the way to a better way of life. We must remain strong and just laugh at any judgements cast
against us no matter who they come from so even if they are glowing just laugh at thier abserdity. So
we all must ask ourselves will we have what it takes come what may?

He brought forth hell on earth

This is a little of my story of how I was rapped by the Christ. When I was in school I was always seen
as a bad kid. At a young age I started using drugs and drinking. I did manage to graduate from high
school,I dont know how because I was always on something. After Graduation I went out on my own,
after about 3 years of living on my own I hit my bottom. I lost my apartment,car and the respect of those who really loved and cared about me. Everybody seemed to hate me hell I even hated myself. So
I went to seek help for my problem. At this point I had reached the point where I would do anything to
get clean and sober. I was very anxious to do as I was told. I would run around asking how I could help.
They saw this weakness in me so I played thier fool. They told me to be rigorusly honest with them about everything. I was told that I must surender all and  get a higher power of my choosing. Later I
found out to be accepted by them my higher power must have certen qualitys. He must be self-rightious,
judgemental,fear of his wrath and of course obediance to all. I bowed down and started to believe every
one's opinions of what was wrong with me. I was as honest as I could possibly be to these people. Every
thing I said seemed to give them more amunition to judge me as to everything they seen wrong with me. My problem was that I didn't have the balls to stand up for myself at this time. When I got home I
would build resentments agianst these people and always end up taking it out on those who really loved
me for who I was. For 7 years I lived with all this anger an self-pity within me,and always end up getting high or drunk. At the end of 7 years tring to get sober I was told that I was incapable of
rigorusly honest and I seemed to have been born that way,and that my chances at a good and sober
life was less than average. This drove me into a deep depression. So I went to see a mental health
profesional. Sure enough he judged me as being a parinoid sctzo. I was given all sorts of anti-sycotics
to help me. This did solve my drug and alcohol problem,but I lost all since of self in the prosess. For
15 years I was in and out of mental instutions. I still believed and trusted in God and others so I would just sit around believe in all thier mental illness lies about me and that's who I became. Then
I would go back to the 12 step program and learn what elese was wrong with me. After 15 years of
living this madness I became sicker than I ever was on street drugs or alcohol. Everyone would hug
me and tell me what a great program at this time. Whenever I got happy  they always seemed to come
up to me and  put thier arms around me and get real serious. They would tell me that they were really
concerned because they saw me going down the same path once more. This would always put me back into my whole of misery. I thought to myself if I was working such a good program and everyone loved me then why were there 3 suicide attempts during these years. During the institution years I learnd exacatally the way society was through the Christ. Finally I got up enough courage
to tell my shrink to just take her pills and shuve them. After this I started to see all this evil I went
through was all done through the Christ. When he was born he cast judgement agiant all humanity
of us all being sinners and unworthy of God's love accept through him. This brought fear of buning
in hell if we didn't follow his self-rightious words. There for this whole society seems to think they all
know whats best for others. They seem to all think it's through love and caring that we are rightious
in tring to change others. I found that in reality this is what brings all the sin we find on this earth
today. I know that God really frowns apon this because we are messing with his perfection. He made
us all with differnt views and beliefs for a reason. We would all be wise to remember that we are all
equals in his eyes and free to create our own destinys. God never intended us to live in fear of his judgements and disrespect others we see as differnt or wrong. Jesus was not of this earth in the first
place. The divine were jelious of our freedom to have are own heart and souls. They sent one of  thier
own to insert a fetus in to the most obiedian virgin he could find on this earth.We are just learng about how artifishal insemulation work today so this is not really are far jump from reality. The star person named Gabrial preformed this act,and told Mary that it was a miracal and she should be proud
to have been chosen to concieve the son of God. He was born for dying to decieve mankind. We killed him because he had more self-rightiousness and had the adasity to think he was right and the rest of the world was evil. When he died humanity wonderd just what they had done,at this time the
lie of humanity being unworthy of God's love was believed. This brought fear of judgement apon us
all. This is the reason we find all the leaders thinking they know they know whats best for everybody
and all the greed for money. Now that we are reaching the end money has now become our God. If we look at all the preachers we can soon learn how thier bible can be used to taking advantage of
those who still believe all this insanity. I can see how this society pays Christ protection money to keep them safe from evil. This is about 20% of all thier cash. They take this so far as to tell you that
if you cant afford to take care of your family that if you give a T.V. evangilist all you money and  we
would be blessed and God will send you a mirical this is also used for hope of recovery from all that's
going on in your life. This all works out great for the chuch because they will be rich and most of the
others in society will be blead bone dry of any hope what so ever. When we can all find the truth in our hearts we will see that our God is not one of judgement,self-rightiousness,fear and obiediance
at all that's the other guy. Our God is one of love and acceptance and loves us all equally. But we still
must fight this self-rightiousness in our everyday lives. Today I found the only way to get rid of this
self-rightious beast he must be appised through his own words. We must loose all the hate inside and
tell him that we know of all the evil you brought apon this earth,but we still love and forgive him for
what he has done and we feel very sorry for you. When the Apocolypse comes this will be an unvieling of the truth. After this we will all see we were decieved and the man behind the curtin was
a fake all along just like the wizard of oz story. We will find we all had the love of God within us all along and soon after this world will finally know peace. This is just my story but im sure that everyone has thier own stories of how we were rapped by the Christ all we have to do is look inside
ourselves and try to find out why all the confusion and why and have an open mind to see through all
the lies and finally see the light.